| firecrackerfirecracker is a gifted poet & photographer. she now lives
      in virginia.
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 rain
 long day
 deluge
 mapped
   scenesthere arescenes i play
 in my head
 at night
 half asleep, where
 no one can find me
 deep within
 myself hidden
 and trapped
 by dreams of
 prophecy
 knowing part
 of what is
 and what will
 be
 half awake
 transfixed
 by glaring
 darkness
 as i wait to
 hear the words
 i know
 you'll never say
   rainit should be toocold for rain
 yet rain whips
 through the sky
 stinging darkness
 reminding me
 that i should
 walk faster
 as people stare
 i'm soaked through
 waiting for ice
 to form, degrees below
 cold to return
 for good.
   long dayi keep livingthis day
 so long
 wondering why i
 bother to look
 at the clock
 it never moves
 as fast as
 i'd like
 too many mistakes
 made already
 with eight hours
 left to go
   delugea rainstormlike no other
 has crept into
 my memory...
 you falling down
 pouring over me
 washing away any
 chance i had
 to have a normal
 day not punctuated
 by thoughts twisting
 up my mind
 just as i try to
 wrap myself tighter
 around whatever it
 is that keeps me
 from hitting the pavement
 the wind shifts
 and i find
 it's raining on
 the inside of
 me.
   mappeddraw me outfrom memory
 the lines and
 boundaries
 you already crossed
 driving through
 me in your
 own accidental
 way
 now i am folded
 up in you
 special places
 marked by soft lead
 pencil strokes
 until you
 decide
 on my destination
 again.
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