A tribute to james r. lowell1932 - 2004
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jim's letter to me, summer of 2001 |
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the living
know nothing
of the dead
but hopefully you sense
what went unacknowledged
all the poems
were really
for you
-- kent taylor
jim lowell is gone -- stone lion
of cleveland's street poets,
ageless in the asphodel,
high in a 1960s old arcade
crawlspace, surrounded by
first editions & rarefied air,
patron saint of d.a. levy,
kent taylor's rock in the storm,
keen eye for bullshit &
oh how he knew his stuff,
chased down by the cops
for pandering obscenity?
(obscene my ass, the only thing
obscene was his persecution,)
he never recovered the books
they stole from him (stole his
books, not his reputation,)
jim lowell in burton's rustic
retreat, asphodel reincarnated
in a basement space where
his silence was overwhelmed
by the written word, where
books were both relic & talisman,
a place of pilgrimage for outlaws
& poets & collectors & dreamers,
in cleveland there is no monument
to d.a. levy, to jim lowell, to
jim lowell's goldfish ("it was
just a poem about my goldfish,"
he told me, "one of levy's most
popular poems tho," he said.)
i never made it back out to
burton, i regret it, but thanks
for all you did for me, jim.
jim lowell is gone, but he aint
gone, no one is ever really gone.
--markk
last summer
we passed your house
also the asphodel bookstore
four times in rural northeast ohio
like a mind fuck
looking for a tree
with a red ribbon
the sign to turn in
what strength in your structure
almost too real to believe
driving up unpaved drive
you sitting there
in a renovated garage
tess in the kitchen
and all those writers
on the shelves
moore drank beer
connecting lit junky
dots to dots
and generations
while she brought me tea
and we could have spent
20 years there
yeah with the books
but more with you
listening to your observations
the details
you talking about getting popped
by the cops in cleveland
or taylor in san francisco
or kryss who you added
lives down the street
in your front room
levys painting on the wall
as tess spoke of how sweet
a man he was
you sat there jim
we didnt know how
much pain you were in
until tess told us
and then she says
you live for this
and so do we
so do i
at your feet
us non-artists
i remember you wrote
the air is full of good sound:
(not the assembling of troops)
young people
grasping at what love is left
in this fading world
now i am here
in tremont
in cleveland
in tears
with death on mouth
and you are
somewhere
maybe nowhere
or everywhere
but heroic the same
-- matthew wascovich
Sharing of the flower found in books
Vigilant of wind and additives
Cheerful in rain, steadfast in friendship
May these seeds of you in everyone's hearts
thrive in all weather --
"Whoever loves for years hasn't loved in vain."
-- tom kryss
" Jim Lowell's death
is very sad news.
He was a gentle, quiet, thoughtful and totally literate soul.
I will miss him. "
Suzanne DeGaetano
Mac's Bacs
Some random thoughts on Jim Lowell's memorial
service, Saturday March 27 2004
Well, what is there to say? A mild day that could
not make up it's mind whether to be spring or winter. It did
not rain so all was good. Arrived to find the shop empty! Sort
of prepared as had been receiving running reports from mother
on the 'grand clean up.'
However, it was still something of a shock. Reunited with Howard,
a handsome profile that was instantly recognizable as he came
through the door. His tow headed son, with slingshot in hand
underlined how much time had passed since I last saw him. More
people arriving, friendly, quirky academics, a tartan clad piper
and poets all.
At weddings, there are rules of behavior and mile markers
for certain phases to end and others to begin. As far as I know
there is nothing similar for memorial services, so a sort of
general anarchy prevails. Everyone chatted, recalled Jim, fought
back tears, swapped stories. The Kiernan boys put aside their
differences and displayed a united front that did them credit.
Not generally a bookish bunch they stayed together and resisted
the temptation to start hitting one another. Another a mark of
respect for the one who was not there.
His closest friends read poems dedicated to his strength, his
memory and above all his consistency. "He kept the flame
alive when the rest of us did not have the courage."One
line that resonated was a description of the smell in the shop,
"like that of books turning back into trees." I thought
that a lovely sentiment. It underlined Jim's role as a steward
of the books that came his way. Not a hoarder, like one would
gather prize butterflies, but a steward charged with finding,
enjoying and then passing on the treasure he prized. His life
mattered. He impacted a lot of smart, caring people. He was admired,
respected and loved.
Scattering the ashes while the piper played the lullaby, Everlasting Peace, was strange and beautiful. Moving to the Flats was truly special. I remember that a long time ago, you Tess, or Jim told me that you fantasized about living in the bridge keeper's house, or a house on that industrial part of the river. It was a long time ago so the details are like the river, a little murky. Perhaps this was a way of paying tribute to that ideal. We walked past the giant Celtic cross, erected, it appears in 2003 as a permanent reminder of the iron heel of English oppression and Cleveland's lock step solidarity with the famine victims.
We scatter the ashes as the piper now plays a lament, thankfully not Amazing Grace, but a plaintive melody that takes the edge off the cold air. After we are done scattering, I look at the water and a seagull comes and lands about 50 feet from the bridge, he, I guess it's a he anyway, bobs his head in the water just once and then swoops up and carves a low, wide turn, first to one side and then the other, He continues this effortless glide, making 'S' shapes in the air.
Again, a long time ago, Jim told me that Cuyahoga meant 'Snake'
because that was the river's shape. For a moment I thought that
the flight path of the gull was the shape of the river. He did
not land in plain sight, simply continuing his journey west,
to wherever. Now I do not want to read anything too spiritual
into this episode, but it was a powerful moment. The day my Dad
died a huge rainbow appeared over the house on Bishopthorpe road
despite there being no rain. It felt much the same watching that
bird and will stay with me as the defining moment of the day.
Of course, both Tom and Jim were proud atheists and would tell
me 'stop being so bloody stupid." But, hey, it's my memory
and I wanted to share it with you Tess. So take it in a spirit
of love and loss and respect.
-- andy wood (jim lowell's cousin)
sardine-like we piled in poets professors elders with quiet
confessions
homage to book man mind man friend man husband man
his lovely widow weeps graciously at the mention of his name
whimsical energy fills the chilly air flowers dance overhead
shelves and tables crevices tuck hide surprise and sadden
we toast; the heat burns throat but warms heart
like poetry to be written
baseball bat microphone announces readings
Scottish music plays as we deliver him home
in mud the poets they examine each other
carefully aloof but relenting as time is running out
the day takes us to browsing at his Center Street farewell
bagpipes still play under lift bridge operators
nose bleed seat Erie winds barter and billow
contemplating his final travel path
bittersweet clicks of camera catch awkward river feeding
rust belt dusting
somewhere from sometime over the serenity of
blowing pipes I hear drunken dreamers emerging from
the Harbor Inn prophesizing stripping crooked
dying river of its cover
now it ends where it began near the banks floating
dreaming feeding
she spills the remaining tired bones from Ziploc coffin
and now he feeds the Cuyahoga
tears flow cloudy murky
quietly she leaves
the bridge goes to sleep
the river goes to sleep
the city goes to sleep
again
-- joanne cornelius
Scenes from Jim Lowell's Memorial
Service
Saturday March 27 2004
Tom Kryss (Tessa in backround) and Kent Taylor eulogize Jim
Poet Steve Ferguson (left) and the Bagpipe Player
Spreading Jim's ashes at the Asphodel (left) and the Cuyahoga River (right)
courtesy of alan horvath |
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